So its been a while since we have last spoken.
For that I am truly sorry because its literally been years.
My journeys have led me to the beautiful state of Florida
And I now manage an organic juice bar.

I have few complaints about that its a beautiful way to be able to express my passion of a healthy lifestyle....

Which brings me to why I am writing.
I'm battling with the thought of myself maybe having a disease.  I don't know exactly what it could be.. and I'm terrified to think about it...

I am alone in this.

I lost my mother when I was young and now all there is left is a skeleton of her existence that haunts me and makes me feel hatred, the most toxic feeling we humans possess. I want to blame her for causing me these hardships in my life, but blame can only go so far.

There is a beauty in pain.
I will always remember.
And keep my head up to those feelings.

Strength is the most important force we can have, not a physical strength either.  A strength that comes from within, from your heart and mind working together striving for greatness.

Just in the words of Bob Marley "every little thing is going to be alright"